COMMUNION



          1.
          WE'VE LEFT SHORE SOMEHOW
          BECOME THE FRIENDS
          OF EARLY THEORY
          CLOSE ENOUGH TO SPEAK
          DESIRE AND PAIN OF ABSENCE
          OF MISTAKES WE'D MAKE
          GIVEN THE CHANCE.

          EACH SMILE RETURNED
          MAKES HARDER AVOIDING
          DREAMS THAT SEE US
          LYING IN EARLY EVENING
          CURTAIN SHADOWS, SKIN
          SAFE AGAINST SKIN.
          BLOOM OF COMPASSION
          RESPECT FOR MOMENTS
          EYES LOCK TURNS
          FOREVER INTO ONE MORE
          VEIL THAT FALLS AWAY.

          2.
          THIS AFTER SEEING YOU
          LAST NIGHT, FIRST TIME
          SMELLING YOU WITH
          PERMISSION: SHOULDERS TO
          WONDER OPENLY AT
          AS CAREFULLY KISSED
          AS THOSE ARMS
          WAITED IMPOSSIBLY ON.
          THEY'VE HELD ME NOW
          AND YOUR BREATH
          DOWN MY BACK
          SENT AWAY NIGHT AIR
          THAT HAD ME SHAKING
          IN THE UNLIT ANGLICAN
          DOORWAY.

          3.
          ARE WE RUINED FOR
          FINDING OUR FACES FIT
          AND WANT TO KNOW MORE
          ABOUT MORNING? IS
          FRIENDSHIP CANCELLED
          IF WE CAN'T CALL
          EACH OTHER ANYMORE
          IN AMNESIA, INVITE
          OURSELVES TO LAST GLANCES
          UNDER SUSPICIOUS CLOCKS
          TELLING US WHEN WE'VE
          HAD ENOUGH?

          4.
          YOUR STEADY HANDS
          CRADLING MY GRATEFUL
          SKULL: WERE YOU TAKING
          IN MY FACE TO
          SAVE AN IMAGE
          YOU'VE RARELY ALLOWED
          YOURSELF AFTER LEAVING
          THAT COLD ALCOVE?
          AM I A PHOTOGRAPH
          YOU GAZE AT IN
          MOMENTS OF WEAKNESS?

          YOU ORDERED ME
          OFF MY KNEES
          INTO YOUR ARMS.
          WASN'T TO BEG
          THAT I KNELT; ONLY
          TO SEE YOU ONCE
          FROM BELOW.

          TRIED TO SAY SOMETHING
          THAT FILLED MY MOUTH
          AND LONGED TO REST
          IN YOUR EAR.
          DON'T DARE WRITE
          IT DOWN FOR FEAR IT'LL
          BECOME WORDS, JUST
          WORDS.

          (1999-2002)


(reproduced with respect but without permission)