BY: Susanne, 2003
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Saturday June 8th

It’s almost 12 o’clock at night and I just came home from babysitting the newborn stallion foal that wasn’t doing too well. I have a nice horsebook with me that I want to give to Viggo and mom picked up for me. I’m tired but I want to check for new emails anyway.

Eh > new > exhibit Denmark > oh they must need more information? > thinking about you??? > talked to???? > Viggo wants to make sure …… ???????? > Pilar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOINK BOINK THUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUD

Snif, snif there are people thinking about me and are worried about me getting in. I’m not alone in this world. It feels good to know that not all people are heartless. This display of human(e) kindness over the past few days is heartwarming. And I CAN’T TELL because I’ll get way too many nosey questions which I have to prevent, snif.

Pfuh, I made it through our Saturday night chat without giving my secrets away!! If they could have seen my face and me wiggling in my chair they would have known something was up. There were lots of tough questions. I had to fib a little to get through them. I feel so bad; I’m a bad girl now!!!! Why did those priests and nuns have to teach me that fibbing is bad, when I was a little girl? I will make it up to you all by making a very special report. Hihihi planning a special treat for Dane for helping me even though she can’t go herself. I feel bad for her, she lives just around the corner so to say.

Things to pack:

1st item: measuringtape to measure his real size >> for Germany
Does that girl still not know about the IMDB website and his height measurement there?

Sunday June 9th

I didn’t think Pilar would have to work on a Sunday and on Whitsun too but there was another email. “We look forward to meeting you in Odense.”

My brain still has trouble understanding that they were thinking about me and that Pilar kept my email address. Now Viggo and Pilar are expecting me too.
God, what did I get myself into this time???? Maybe I should cancel?

My brother’s been laughing for days. This is a very Susanne thing to do. At first climb the barricades to get disabled people in and then chicken out. I wonder about the other disabled people, maybe I can hide behind them. I’m even much less enthusiastic about the hoity-toity people there. Some people are telling me to wear a long skirt. Oh my ….. maybe I should get in touch with my female side now and worry about what I should wear.

Tuesday June 10th

I just tried out Germany’s link to the personality test on emode. I nearly fell out of my chair laughing. I’m the chosen one. Hahahaha, oh my god, maybe I should just shut down my computer for the next 2 ½ weeks. Checking no emails and no websites.

Wednesday June 11th

I’ve just been reading the new messages on our board. GaladrielsGarth asked DB to send me a prayer read by Jim. Now how thoughtful is that! I’m all emotional by the thought that people are helping me without knowing how much I really need that. I feel truly blessed.